Hell to the no,

I ain’t about to open up.

crying while i watch SYTYCD

i miss dance so much

i’m too young to be feeling like a washed up failure

gahh

i hate talking about college

“I pledge allegiance..”

sitting here waiting for these senior awards to start already

reciting the pledge over and over under my breath out of boredom and slight fear that I’ll somehow forget the pledge I’ve been pledging for over ten years now

feeling contempt towards the school’s faculty

and stressed about this lovely fucking day

maybe it’s time to face reality

haven’t been home since Friday

parents have no idea where I’ve been

buy them food on the way home

s’all good

wtf don’t compare me to someone else

that shit gets me

i look like a 5 yr old, okay

i’m not as smart as him, oh fucking kay

damn i’ve been hella insecure lately, and i know, that’s not cute @ all -.-“

oh well, time to better myself

hope i’m just pmsing

you know when you’re really bloated?

and you’re just like, bah hum bug can i just take a big a— poop

so this can go away -________-“

and that’s all you’re ever going to be

haha :3 have fun w/ dat

deep in thought

too many thoughts for my puny head

“i hate school so much”-kinda morning

when will you honestly and fully forgive me?